пятница, 24 мая 2013 г.

15. Leningrad.

  I was extremely suprised and happy when I read the topic #3 of Tim. So, that means that I want to write about the last concert where I have been. Honestly to say, I was only on one "real" concert of a band. And that band was my lovely Russian LENINGRAD.

  I think some readers might be really confused and refuse to read these post due to it is about such a strange band. I understand them. When I said to my parents that I was going to go to such concert, my father said, "Are they those garbage mouths? Yes? I would comment this". So, about the concert. The decision to go was made in several days before the concert. My friend from Voronezh asked publicly in Russian Facebook whether somebody wants to go, and I said 'yes' and on the next day we bought ones of the last tickets. We gathered a company of 6 people who previously lived in Voronezh and arrived to Stadium Live (the place of the concert) one our before the concert and one guy said, 'Hey, we are going to the concert of one of the most crazy and drunk band in Russia, we shouldn't be sober!". So, we bought a bottle of vodka and drank it in 10 minutes. I felt myself being one of lowlifes who just drink beer everyday on the streets, but it was funny, and only once, so I didn't care. So, we entered the hall and found there were really small number of people there. We stood to one of the best places, near the stage and waited. Waited for 2 hours. The most funny thing was the way people were calling for the most well-known member of the band, the permanent leader of it, Sergei Shnurov (Shnur). They were shouting something like,"hey, drunk moron! stop drinking and move your ass to the stage!". So, after 2 hours we whole band came out, the hall was overcrowded in that moment, and the concert began. The first two songs were "normal", people were warming up, but I remember how I was shocked during the third song when the whole crowd started moving to the right and when I a really big man fell almost on me. The madness began, but it was rather funny. After 10 minutes I found that in the middle of the crowd there was a place were different man were just running and pushing each other. After another several minutes I turned around once more and found them simply fighting. The whole situation was rather dangerous, but really cool. After some kind of pause which was made after an hour of the concert I lost the impression of the concert. I was fed up with this feeling of being Russian. So the second part of concert I preffered to stay out of the crowd. It was really great concert.

   Some people, especially my neighbors when I am listening to the songs of Leningrad loudly, ask me why I do it. All this songs are about alcohol, being nobody, and fullfilled with bad words. Their songs can completely create the image of 'simple Russian' who drink, do nothing and blame other people for his problems. But in the same time there is big amount of songs in which the author is laughing at our society. He doesn't appeal to changes, not the only thing he appeal to is freedom, freedom of social norms, and doing what you want. And I like it. Yes they are full bad words, but they are full of some kind of meaning. It is not stupid songs about parties or distorted kinds of "love" and not about such garbage as beautiful life of movie stars and other celebrities. It is songs about our common life. Dirty, frustrating life of simple russians, not of the students of cool economics program. So, may be my love to this songs is a way to be closer to simple people, some kinf of patriotism. Or just a desire to be simple free man and do not depend on society. Something like that.

Thank you for attention.

понедельник, 20 мая 2013 г.

14. A strange boy.

  I decided to write on Ildar's topic #3 about my attitude to strange people.

  Actually, you can tell anything about your attitude to strange people, like "they are not very different from us", or "we should help them and be tolerate to their unorthdoxies", but it is just words. You should meet him or her to understand your real attitude. And suprisingly today I saw such a boy in metro. Firstly, it was very strange that this guy was standing and looking at me for quite long tome, 3-4 second, and it was really difficult to feel his sight upon me. Then you started to walk near me, and when he saw a woman who crossed the line near the train, he shouted at her and said not to do it more. Then he started worrying because the train hadn't come for 5-6 minutes, so he started whistling to call him. And he whistled really loudly speaking strange words about numbers and train. Then train arrived and we came in it. I was going from one side to another and when the train stopped on one station, he came to the doors and stand right near them. It seemed that he was going to come out (and people who stood out of the train thoughts so). But when doors opened, he didn't move, stayed there for 2-3 seconds and only then came back to the middle of the train. Then he talked a little bit more and on the next station ran out of the train, pushing people. So, what did I do all this time? Nothing. Yes, he was annoying, he I wanted to say, "shut up, please", but I thought that this boy could be very similar to Christopher. That he couldn't do anything to his affection, that he didn't want to talk all the time, but he just couldn't stop talking. Of course, he might have been one of those teens who want to deviate to show themselves to society, but he really looked like he had some mental problems. So, I stood near him and didn't do anything.
  We can't blame such people for their behavior. It is not their fault that they are so different from us. We need just to let them live in their own world, not to disturb them with our "help" if they didn't reallt want it.

 Thank you for attention.