5. Just happiness.

    Twentieth of August. Warm summer day. In the morning of that day I was thinking it would one of those summer days: purposeless walking in the downtown, sitting with one and the same people in boring cafes and  talking about nothing. In those days the one thing I was thinking about was my future life. I couldn't stop thinking about university, new people, process of learning. I was thinking my early life as about something ended.
     So in this mood I went out of my house, walked in the downtown and then about 10:00 pm. As usual my friend Mark, his girlfriend and I went to her house and startes talking. Suddenly, she made a suggestion: 'Let's act a scene. I will be a client in cafe, you, Mark will be a waiter and you will a singer. Sing something romantic for us.' I started snapping my fingers and singing 'Sex bomb'. Their nice scene became nice dance. Little rain started. I was singing and clicking, and they were dancing and kissing. Then were 'She's a lady','She loves you', 'Twist and shout' and 'Girl'. They were dancing under the rain. It was like a scene from a film. They were happy. I was happy too. Maybe it is the happiest moment in life.
     Now I am living in another city, communicating with new people. I have started livind this new life, and .... it is not as good as I have expected. Maybe it is only beginning. And now I am starting to understand how happy and stupid I was.